Bizarre Pills

Ah! Am sick of it all!

"Maybe your having a midlife crisis!" I constantly hear, just another fancy term to confuse the poor human soul. There is already enough Bizarre ideas going around anyway , not to forget Bizarre pills to go with each one of them.

So what happened to those days where these problems are treated as matters that you could just deal with a bit of courage, support, love and all that . But i guess we like it fast. I mean to think about it everything happens almost the very instant we want it today. Food , Transport , Entertainment , a human beings basic need are definitely put in the fast lane. Its natural for us living in this speedy lane to look for instant solutions for the different emotional traumas too especially when there is a huge marketing campaign behind them .

But know what! no matter how Bizarre the pills are it sort of works.The moment people around you get to know your on pills there might be a lot of sympathy pouring in , a lot of attention coming to you the deprivation of which is what lead you into all of this in the first place.

If your Brain is able to comprehend this simple idea , there is still hope.

Natural Change

Hello there.

I don't know how well i can reproduce my thoughts in English which is what i know the best of all the other forms of communication.I wish i could take you down all those experiences that initially i had no clue about but now have a greater understanding of which led me into wanting to write this to all of you.

We don't have much time.

All I ask of you is to put aside everything Logic , Science , Religion just about everything that you know of till now and your thoughts are build around and just FEEL.Let your heart feel the surroundings that you are in.Sense yourself.Let it free from all the fears and sadness that have been brought upon by the systems of man.And as you do that my writing would stop being just words.They would take the shape of my intended thoughts.You would see its not an external thought.It is just buried within you.

This isn't my cry for help.This isn't my message.There are 1000s of others out there trying their best to say what i am trying to and again its not our message its been there from the existence of life.The origins of 'it' is not known to me.I wish to discover it.But i can't.None of us can alone.The discovery is a collective process.

Billions in money have been funneled into research to discover this.Nearly all branches of science meets at this point.This unknown.Physics , Medicine ,Computing Technology , Space travel , New Energy sources all are at this junction.What is stopping us?Why haven't we really moved forward after nearly 50 years or more of the discovery of its potential existence scientifically.

The only reason I know is you and me.Our slow and steady departure from who we truly are.Generations after generations went by and now when we hear of our true identity we cant seem to comprehend it.We laugh it off.We cant really blame ourselves for it cause we were born into it but at the same time shouldnt forget its we who is hesitating to change back to our compassionate nature.

the most and I too joined the race to survive.It wasn't what i wanted truly.The race were every min was crucial , the race were you had to out smart and take advantage of other people and this is the same values that we are passing on to our innocent generations below us.Being compassionate , Humble and accepting people who are different from you and me are no longer our qualities.Instead false ego , exploitation and other inhumane behaviors have creeped into us.And when we come in conflict with our true self the sufferings we are responsible for around us , our unwillingness to submit to a something we really don't wanna be a part of we choose to escape from reality.We choose to forget the miseries we go through everyday.We drink , drug or just have fun and forget everything for a short while only to go back.Thanks to the illusion of mass media these values have become accepted within ourselves the selfishness has taken over a greater chunk of our true identity.

Do not hesitate!To see the evil in you.I look at it everyday.I see it residing in me.I see how comfortable my selfishness has gotten within me.But i know it isn't me.I wasn't born with it.The social structure , the system at every stage of my growth taught me that.I was only to reproduce what was there in text books , I wasn't allowed to question , I wasn't allowed to be different,a true individual.Anyone being able to perform exactly what was told to was rewarded

I wish to fight it take back our lives.Fight this fake battle for resource and power.We are all playing a part in it.In the destruction of earth and killing of countless lives.And we are being told it needs to be done for our own survival which is nothing but lies.

I am a symbiotic organism and your presence is of at most importance to fight it off.The movement we free ourselves from this forceful submission.The unknown would be clear to us and a whole new world of possibilities would open up to us.Infinite source of clean energy , new forms of healing , space travel and a chance for us humans to survive the only threat we really face now Population.

It isn't late.We just need to wake up from this illusive Reality and all you have to do for that is know your true self.

And change would be just a natural response.